January 2010
27 posts
2010
Is this what the end of my year really looks like? I feel like something’s gone wrong. maybe this is good. Maybe this is what it’s supposed to be like so I can really just be happy.
December 2009
22 posts
“You look like my gorgeous little Parisian Butterfly, Tiger.”
– Shelly
God Led You to Me
“Do you remember when we came up for our wedding, and you were dressed as the flower girl? We were out on grandma and grandpa’s porch. You were looking down at shoes, admiring your dress, and then you stopped for a moment. You started jumping up and down and you said, ‘I am so pretty!’ Isn’t that what you want Kyra to feel like? Isn’t that what you want to...
Listen
“In truth you are beautifully luminous, it glows from beneath your fair skin. a...”
– to tiger, sincerely,
someone with a really big heart.
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What do you believe happens to you after you die?
I’m not sure. I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately for some reason. I hope there is a heaven, but who knows. I feel like there is some place where you can go after you’re gone, to look after those that have lost you. I wonder sometimes, who will miss me when I’m gone and what people will say about me. I hope that...
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Nineteen Degrees
I am cold today. New snow on top of ice. Something bad happens, and then the sun comes out, but not long enough to melt all the ice that’s been there. Then fresh snow comes and things get more and more slippery. You drive off the road, and you’re just stuck thinking about how bad you fucked up. I guess I’m just stuck in a ditch now. My lifelines? I feel like I’m stuck in...
Christmas Wishlist
Love in a box
More time with my best friends
Chanel
Tom Ford Black Orchid Perfume
New Camera Lens - wide angle, zoom, or macro
“The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.”
– Coco Chanel
Incest is a universal taboo
Did you know that? Ft. Collins doesn’t have any Chinese food places open past nine. Harry Potter Clue it is.
I pissed him off, which I think revokes all of those comments about “best girlfriend ever” and “perfect” Today went from being one of the worst days ever, to so relieved, Back to shitty day. Let’s hope that before midnight, I can turn it the other way...
I know someday that it'll all turn out
I got that feeling of relief I was looking for I felt so happy for a couple of hours. I must admit, it was the first time in a long time that I’ve felt that way. Michael Buble is stuck in my head.
I bought that? really? hahaha I guess that’s how I feel about it.
Papillon
I have wings, wings that shine. They shine in the sun, and all of you can see them. But sometimes, I have trouble seeing them, because they’re on my back. I’m feeling lately like I am failing at almost everything. Ross helped me see yesterday, that it was insane that I was trying to even do all this stuff in the first place. I’ve already won because I was out there trying to...
La Subjonctif
that’s what this is supposed to be, right? I love that Ellen and I are such good friends. She is sitting right next to me on the couch, as I am thinking what a good friend she is. She has the best fashion sense, and the best sense of humor. I’m glad she is spending time with me tonight. Je suis un papillon. Un Papillon qui est tres heureuse avec ma vie. Samedi. Tout sera finis.
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