February 2010
28 posts
I miss you so fucking much
and you NEVER call. best friend? I think not, ass hole.
January 2010
27 posts
I feel like she always has the right things to say...
“There’s a black crow sitting across from me; his wiry legs are crossed,...”
– Bon Iver
How Many Times
“How many times do you think people have gone to those gravestones? Do you think they brought flowers? How many times per year? and after a while, did they just stop coming?” “I’ve only been once in five years. I’m the kind of person who needs to avoid those places and those situations.” My eyes shift back and forth from the camera screen to his blank face. I...
Coffee
I need to leave, but I just can’t ask. I need to leave. Why is that such a hard task?
“I am so clever that sometimes I don’t understand a single word of what I...”
– Oscar Wilde
14162
you’re adorable. please relax. i want you too but it just can’t work. i love you. be my best friend. it’s better that way and you know it.
Oh how many times I’ve wanted to say this to someone. What if he wants to say this to me. (via blogsecret)
You Suck
You blew me off again. I’m starting to think that Audrey was wrong about the way that I am. In fact, I know she’s wrong, all because of you.
I'm Losing Grip of You
and you and you and you. This goes out to you. every single one of you deserves to know what’s going on between us. To you: You almost ignored me when she was around. I hate it. I just asked you a question. and if you didn’t hear me, that’s fine, but you didn’t answer. you have done this at least 4 times in the last couple of hours. You’re almost gone, and I just...
“That Asian psychiatrist is always analyzing people.”
– Ellen Getz, while watching Law and Order SVU
“I have seized the light. I have arrested its flight.”
– Louis Jacques Mande Deguerre
Jeff Bostic
When I was at your house, all I could think about was how good it was to see you after how crappy I’ve been feeling lately. Your laugh and your smile always cheer me up, and yesterday was no exception. And then, you got on the piano, and started playing that new song of yours. At first, it was just playing, and then you started to sing. You have no idea how talented you are. I had this...
Gravity
I don’t wanna fall away from you.
I am sick to my stomach and forcing myself to write this. This year, home will become something else. I’m going to run so fast and fight so hard, that no one can deny me what I want. Everything is making me double over right now. The sun hurts my skin and that artificial smell is burning the inside of my nose and down my throat. My head hurts from...
Yes
Does your skin glow? How many times do you look in the mirror, and wonder if that’s the person you’re supposed to be seeing? Do you feel liberated, knowing what happened the night before? I don’t think you have much time. It’s nipping at your heels, and you’re not even trying to run. You’re just letting it trip you, and drag you into the dark.
Only the night is...